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get up, face this year [29 Aug 2004|03:09pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | ASHLEE SIMPSON ] wow, i haven't updated in so long. so much has happened since march. the rest of school was the usual. lacrosse was fun. summers been going well. mikie and i started going out in the beginning of august. amazing times in field hockey, love you girls xoxo. i'll start updating, i promise ;).

1 days will fade with all your childhood fears get up, face this year [19 Mar 2004|02:38pm] Oh man, Steph wrote this. I just felt it needed to be posted. it started out last summer- you and me the classic boy meets girl fantasy i wish i knew back then it was all a waste of time and your one big lie- the perfect conartist wrapped in your shadows of deciet just another guy whos used to getting everything he wants in life i told you i still wanted to be friends i was always there for you- but you wouldnt know i gave you the best of me you let it all go you put up a wall if you couldnt have your way with me you wanted nothing at all you think youve got what every girl wants your proud of your severed ties i hope you choke on your lines this time finally...like so many others- a victim of all your lies your so concieted it disgusts me our last kiss flows like poison through my vains i cant believe i fill for that act your character's so overplayed but i know that once everyone else catches on and your all alone- you'll be screaming my name your tounges so sharp it could slit your throat leaves all others scarred and choking i hope this next one goes down hard and leaves you bruised and broken i hope your happy with this decision i bet you think your really clever you think i fell for that crap you jerk? i hope your lips taste of me forever! you used me- complicated me for life but still whenever you need me i wont turn my back on you and so the viscious cycle continues but this is where it ends too many times ive had your back and then you leave me at an all time low with no shame at all your anything but subtle so even as im leaving you give me one last smile you think you look so cute in that hat just do this one thing for me before i go as i finally turn on you if you would be so kind as to just take your kinfe out of my back That's it. Go Steph.<3333

get up, face this year [19 Mar 2004|01:48pm] I just wanted to take this time to notify the world: I just printed out my "rough copy" of my G-research paper. Go me. After countless phone calls to Gabbriella and one to my dearest Nikilof, I think it's pretty good for now. Nikilof is going to proof read it for me tonight at Gabbie's. Gabbie's!!! :) Oh man. I love the world. Now I need to think of a gift for her..... <33

2 days will fade with all your childhood fears get up, face this year Would you rather have two gay dads, or two gay moms? [18 Mar 2004|07:37pm] Today's been a long day... --Fran & Mercy have lots to say.......... --Lacrosse was dumb. --I had a "talk" with my parents. --I'm not going to Gabbie's party now. Please, whoever reads this, don't care about it. Don't say anything to anyone, it's none of your business why. --If it snows tomorrow, I might be allowed to sleep over Gabbie's house anyway. --I hate pointless research papers. --I love Christine Mykityshyn (forgive the spelling if it's wrong) --Meredith is my shrink.<33 --Gabbie is the coolest. --Brittany never talked to Ed. And that's about it. Isn't the life of me oh-so wonderful?     <33

1 days will fade with all your childhood fears get up, face this year [18 Mar 2004|10:01am] Okay I have four things to say: 1. I got a 94% on my Mythology test!! :) 2. I just failed this little drug test. 3. I really want to go to Gabbie's on Friday.. 'cause it's her birthday and we need to party like it's her birthday.. and sip some bacardi. :P hah, I'm such a rebel. +Plus I'm like.. pretty good at DDR. 4. Jamie wants to be the Lacrosse manager 'cause "She wants to spend more time with me." A lame lie, but I love it anyway.<33 The Hoe rocks my socks.<3

3 days will fade with all your childhood fears get up, face this year [17 Mar 2004|10:03am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Niki says hi to the computer that I'm typing on. :P ] Oh man, you have no idea what a good mood I'm in right now. I just got a 1oo on my Animal Farm test!!!! That is definatizzely my reason for being allowed to go to Gabbie's on Friday. And you know, we're in Health again. Oh man, I'm such a loser. Hmm.. I had the Mythology test in English and then tomorrow is like.. World Civ Asia test hardcore! :(  Fuck me, hard. This sucks so much. Alright well I have nothing to say. Oh yah. <center>Happy Saint Patrick's Day!</center>       I really love boys in combat boots.<33333

3 days will fade with all your childhood fears get up, face this year [16 Mar 2004|09:43am] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | Coheed&Cambria--The Crowning ] Alright so let's see what's been going on.. Friday--Italian Day! That was cute, too bad I couldn't understand anything but the subtitles. Lacrosse with Mevv, movies--saw Starsky & Hutch. (forgive the spelling) It was pretty funny. Saw Ralph, and may I say that he is quite attractive. Then I umm.. came home and did some math homework.   Saturday--Studied for my math test again and studied for something else.. I can't remember. I believe Saturday was boring. :\   Sunday--Justin's 1oth birthday!<33 Awesome, I know. I did my G-outline and studied once again for some test/quiz.   Yesterday--Fine, we had Lacrosse again.. guess what position Nicole is going to try. Goalie! :\  Well atleast I'll get to play.. ? I don't really know if I'm too good yet, all we did was clears. I got better at that, Isabelle is a good teacher. We went to Houlihan's for dinner. Oh and how could I forget, Liz gave me my birthday present.<33333 $2o.oo to Target!   Today has been fine. Mr. G. reviewed with us for the Mythology test. Signora wasn't here so that was a pointless period. Now I'm in Health (what a surprise) and the boys are getting the scoliosis tests, so it's just us chics in here. I talked to Mike about the Talent Show yesterday.. I really hope he can play "Autumn's Monologue" because that would be pretty awesome if we could do that. He keeps telling me to pick a back-up song for us to do accoustic but I really can't think of anything. He knows No Doubt "Don't Speak" and "Just a Girl" but I'm really not ecstatic about those two songs. If you have any ideas, your comments will be appreciated. Accoustic is basically our only choice since it's just me and him, but brainstorm. ;)   I finished my book, but I think Heather's going to let me borrow The Perks of Being a Wallflower when she's done with it. I think my Mom's going to the Commons soon so hopefully she can pick up some books for me while she's there. Again, any ideas for a good read, comment. I like comments. :)   Well, I think that's about it. I really love boys in combat boots.<33

1 days will fade with all your childhood fears get up, face this year I just saw the gayest guy on Earth. [09 Mar 2004|09:45am] [ mood | weird ] [ music | Niki's version of CKY's The Gayest Guy on Earth ] Alright kiddies.. lets make another lovlyy update from my usual seat in Health class-o.   Friday--Spent some more quality time with my couch. Watched some XXXcore Radio Free Rosco and Degrassi reruns. Some new "The-N" shows are coming like.. this Friday. And since I'm most likely not going anywhere, I'll watch them.   Saturday--Went to Target with Mom and bought Lewie a birthday present, and purchased a CD. Lewie's birthday party was at FunTime America!!! and I played some DDR. I beat Brittany and some other little kid that challenged me... amateur. Hmm.. then I went to Justin's hockey game and missed Godspell. I was so fucking pissed. My mom forgot I wanted to go.. and my father doesn't give a shit. Whatever.   Sunday--Did homework all day and then I went to my Grandparent's house and saw my cousins. How fun.<3   Yesterday was umm.. dumb. School, lacrosse.. now I can't do Talent Show if I make lacrosse.. I'm pissed. Oh well. :\ I called Gabbriella last night and asked her if she wanted to borrow my book. The Queen of Everything by someone. I forget the author.   Let's see... today.. nothing so far. Orthodontist so no lacrosse!! Now I'm going to post before Caroline kills me.<33       I want to fuck boys in combat boots.<3333 :(

1 days will fade with all your childhood fears get up, face this year [05 Mar 2004|01:29pm] Oh man. I haven't updated since my last Health class.. let's see what's been going on for the past couple days...   --We've had delayed openings all week 'cause the Juniors have their little testing shizz. --Lacrosse started on Monday.. lots of running. Yesterday we had a Seniors practice so that was good. I was on Team Kick Ass. Gotta love Joc's sister.<33 --Today was have our first practice at Village so that should be hot.. some stickwork and yeah. Special. --I don't know what's happening with Shirley.. we were supposed to talk today during lunch but that never happened.. the bell rang. Yeah. :\ --This morning Dad was a bitch. He wouldn't let me wear flip-flops 'cause now my grades are good so he has to be a bitch about my clothes. Whatever. I really hope I can go to Gabbie's party but Dad was like, "No because I said so." Gotta go.. bell.

4 days will fade with all your childhood fears get up, face this year Nix is guilty..............<33 [01 Mar 2004|09:39am] [ mood | awake ] Okay so here's the low-down. Friday--Came home from an oh-so-lovlyy day at school. My mom bought two new rugs for our hallway.. and I don't know how she convinced my father to let her buy them because well.. he's weird. Went to Marshalls with mom and purchased $1o.oo Vans that Brittany doesn't like. Then I went to Brittany's house 'cause I'm cool like that and we hung out and shit. I helped her "baby-sit" Lewie and we bleached his pants for him.. but Brittany got some bleach on my beautiful sweatshirt and now I have to like.. dye it 'cause there's a pink spot on the sleeve. Joey came to get some hair dye because bleach burns your scalp. Came home at like.. 1o:3o and went to sleep. Saturday--Mom woke me up at like.. 9:oo because we went with Mrs. Warner and Jessica to pick out a wedding dress for Mrs. W. O-M-G it's so pretty! Then we went to Chiles and got some nachos.<333333 Came home.... and called hoe 'cause we needed to go to the library for the G-paper. Saw like.. 1/2 the honors kids getting books and guess who works there! Michelle Lu and Eddie Sun. Oh baby. I came home and Gabbie and I chatted on the telefonata and then Dad and I met the neighbors at Shiki for dinner. We went back to Brittany's house and played the dumbest game but we were tired so it was okay. Gene got mad 'cause I touched his ass. :P Loser.<33 Sunday--Nothing special I went to the Commons with Brittany. Hmm.. read my book. It's the shit book.<333 I got the Coheed & Cambria CD!!!!!!!! :) So happy. It was a good weekend.. full of Brittany.<33 Mr. G was back today and bitched at me. I got a seventy-fucking-eight on the Mythology thing. Bastard. Now I'm in health and must finish this entry so Caroline can read it.<33

1 days will fade with all your childhood fears get up, face this year "Tonight sleep tight my looooveeee..."<3333 [27 Feb 2004|09:27am] [ mood | nervous ] Hmmmmmm I'm in Health class againnnnnnnnn... we have a sub so it's all "study period XXXXXXXcore." Me and Niklof are "studying" for the Bio test next period. Joy. I'm really scared about this Bio test.. 'cause I studied last night and I like.. don't remember anything. :\ Chris and I got a 25/3o for our Italiano dialog. Mr. Gettis is coming back on Monday... mother. My McBride outline from last night is three pages front and back. What a joke. Hmm I have nothing else to say.. homework this weekend. :( <33

7 days will fade with all your childhood fears get up, face this year Happy 1 day late birthday to meee... :) [25 Feb 2004|09:45am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Dashboard--This Brilliant Dance (Nix's little MP3<3) ] Okay so here's the dealio: Saturday--Did all the quinsay shiznazz.. painted nails, showered, hair cut, the whole deal. I saw Chris Pesce-o at Olga's. It was a hot thing. Then I get home and what do you know.. mother nature decides to bless me.. ohhhh boy. Jamie came over and we spent an hour getting ready for the party. We arrived fashionably late and sat outside, then went back in. I chilled/danced with Heather and then Jamie decided to join us again. Mishk and Fran went to Friendly's and.. hmm.. oh yes. I asked Keith to dance, and he said no. :( Well.. he was like.. sick so.. you know. Oh well. Sunday--Slept.. and I can't really remember what I did. Monday--My Aunt and Rosa came over.. homework, blah. Went to Brittany's house 'cause she wanted to give me my gift. I got a hot shirt, "BILLABONG" and a skirt and a black belt with pink studs. (Which I am wearing again today might I add.) Tuesday--MY BIRTHDAY!!!! :) Went to school, received many hot cards and gifts. :) Thank you guys so much.<3333 I love you all.<33 I stayed after for the oh-so-organized Key Club and Fran bought me ice cream.<33 Then I went home and got presents. Yay. I'm not going to like.. list all of the stuff I got 'cause that's kind of weird. Whatever. I called Gabbie a little while before the Bright Eyes show started.. then she had to go because some guitar guy came on and she couldn't hear me. O-M-G! World Civ test.. pretty short. I better have gotten like... and A++++ on that test. Otherwise I'll be like.. put in a convent. Anyways....... right now I'm in Health class. And this seat has become my regular LJ update spot since I am grounded from the computer at mia casa. And yeah, that's the story of my life. 15 is a cool number. xo

6 days will fade with all your childhood fears get up, face this year [20 Feb 2004|09:30am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Avery--Missing You ] Oh darling. Another lovely Health class with the substitute. So this is hot, I'm sitting next to my lovely kids Christine and Caroline.<33 Gotta love it. I just took my Italiano quiz last period. Then we started watching some movie.. Brother Sun, Sister Moon. Dumb shit. Tomorrow is Natasha's party and... yeah. Exciting. My birthday is in four days!! Alright.. I can't think of anything to say so.......... bye.<33

get up, face this year [19 Feb 2004|08:46pm] woah biacth this is hot.. never done this before. gonna try..   ( Nix<333 )

2 days will fade with all your childhood fears get up, face this year Oh Health class.<33 [19 Feb 2004|09:58am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | My fellow classmates.<33 ] OH MY GOD. I haven't updated in like.. three billion years and I'm dying over here. We're in Health class and we just finished our tests so Nix demanded I update.<33 Lets see... my parents were extremely proud of me because I did really well on all the tests/quizzes I took lately. 97 on Great Ezxpectations. (same grade as Stephanie Han.. now that's an accomplishment.) 92 on World Civ and.. 84 on Math. You should be proud of me too. Okay, yesterday Gabbie came to me with her problems.<33 :) I felt so loved. Then Nix joined our conference session. Gabbie really doesn't need all this shit, I mean, she has so many things that she worries about as it is, and now all this? Give me a break. Her true friend(s) wouldn't treat her this way. She doesn't deserve this. Natasha's party is on Saturday! :) I really am a little too excited for this shindig. I mean, I tried my dress on last night just to make sure it still fit. Sad, huh? Yeah. My father has been assholish to me lately, but this morning he made me breakfast.. ? Mom is actually sympathetic.. :) Hmm..... nothing else really. OH WAIT! My little boy problem. It really sucks. The fact that I really have no chance with him considering the situation that I'm in. Mother. This really sucks. Well maybe something will be accomplished at Natasha's party since he'll be there.<33 :) Nix is like.. yelling at me saying that I can't read what she's writing. Mr. O'Connor is telling us to log off so bye.<33

get up, face this year I see you in my soup. [12 Feb 2004|02:57pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | Thursday--Concealer ] Oh boy. Lets see.. I will just write about today. Chrissy got her cute little Valentine's Day present from her "secret" admirer. Fucked up card though. I finally met Doug. :) He's a cool kid. Unicorns are hot.. especially when they're pink ones. He loves Jamie.<33 I had a crisis today. It looked like Ed has a girlfriend.. but Chrissy goes, "Ed doesn't do girlfriends." Haha. I wish I could have him.. but due to the fact that he is a Senior and I am a puny little Freshman, that is not possible. Also because I have never said a word to him.. only gazed from afar. :sigh: I got two cards. :) One from Heather and one from Gabbie. Oh, I feel so loved. Kyle is my valentine.. ? I wish he would get taller.. I would be like.. so in love with him. He's the sweetest guy ever. The only guy I know that's never put me through shit.<33 I love you Kyle.<33 And I'm still grounded so nothing exciting will be happening this weekend. I think I will try and get my parents to let me do something with Jessica on Saturday. :\ Chances of that.. not likely. But you never know.. I want Ed. He's so gorgeous. Fuck this crush. Well I have to go before my parentals come home and find me chatting away on the computer. <33

2 days will fade with all your childhood fears get up, face this year WOW. [08 Feb 2004|04:40pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | The Used--Bulimic<33 ] Ohh I miss my LiveJournal so much. It's like.. the things that I want to put in here don't leave my mind until I actually do put them in here. So let's see.. I am now in ceramics with Ms. Fehr's.. oh boy. Still grounded.. Yet still allowed to go to Natasha's party. :) <33 I went to the mall yesterday with mom, Jamie, Michelle, and Mrs. F. Got my dress. So hot. Jamie's is extremely hot. ;) Gotta love it.<33 Hmm.. today my parents informed me that we were going to see the movie Miracle. Wow, I loved it.<33333 Definately DVD worthy. This whole Joey thing.. is really.. just.. Lets just say some people are starting to piss me off. And that's not good. I hate Valentine's Day. But my birthday is in 16 days! Oh boy. Ms. McBride.. sucks. And so does my social life right now. Ugh. I miss Sam.<33 And now since I'm grounded there's no chance of me getting to see her over President's Day break. :( Hmm.. my horoscope was weird. It says that this month is very good for my creativity and I should publish poetry or start a band. :) And.. it says that this month is also very good for love. I should give my heart to someone who is just as open as I am. He could be my "soulmate." Haha, yeah right. I wish. Nice try though. Well I'd better finish looking up information for my G-research paper. I think I'm doing Juliette Gordan Low. She's the founder of Girl Scouts. :) Wow. I'm a fag. I love Radio@AOL.<33 xx</b></i>o

get up, face this year [03 Feb 2004|07:37pm] "Grounded" so I probably won't update much. I'll write about life when things around here cool down.. atleast with my father.. One thing: A in Italian this semester!!!<3333 xxo

get up, face this year Fuck you Mr. Gettis. [01 Feb 2004|11:06am] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Rancid--Red Hot Moon (haha "Radio Edit") ] Yesterday I hmm.. babysat. Jamie was also taking care of children so we texted eachother to make sure we both stayed awake. The Bohny's came home around 12:oo but Jamie was already finished. I made $4o.oo. :) Today.. Annette's party at 6:oo. Probably finding the SparkNotes of Great Expectations since I just found out Stage 3 is due tomorrow. I hate Mr. Gettis with an unbelievable passion. Mommy gave me coffee this morning. It better be a good day. Yesterday she said she might drop me off at Best Buy today while she goes food shopping.. Brittany, join me if I go.. ? Call me. I'd better stop looking at PBTeen.com and start looking for SparkNotes.com.... Love.<33

get up, face this year [31 Jan 2004|12:46pm] Wow. I'm so happy. I finally learned how to use the "Radio at AOL" thing. :) Yay!! Go me! <33

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